Today might be a hardly day to forget.
I won’t talk much about what happened, but one thing i need to write is about my mom.
Right when i arrived home, my mom’s welcome face make me so happy that i almost burst into tears. “Hai kakak, rasanya udah kayak setahun aja nih lama banget ga pulang” she said. (The fact is, i only went away for 5 days)
Then i realized, there is at least someone. a single person in this world. who always make me feel so precious.
No matter how much we argue. She will fight for me. No matter how much i never been there for her. She always there for me. No matter how bad my attitude was for her. She will always give her best for me. No matter how many people in this world against me. She will be infront of me against them.
Mom. I’m sorry i was too blind to see it. I’m sorry i never get a chance to change it. I’m sorry that i’m not brave enough to say it.
Mom. I love you, i swear i do. I know i never good enough for everyone, but i swear i will be a better daughter for you.
Mom. I know life was never easy for us. We lost so much. We struggle so hard. But i promise, i will be stand right beside you so we can make it through the rain, i will never run away, i will face every fear that i scared of so i can protect you from anything and everything.
Mom… please stay with me until i can make your dreams come true.
Mom… please stay with me until our every tear turn into an ultimate happiness.
Mom… please stay with me. always.